It helps if he's not gay too :(

Seriously this man is just beautiful.

APPRECIATE HIM NOW.

Seriously this guy is just gorgeous. So fucking attracted to him.

Good song too.

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Seriously horse racing is fucking awesome. Not just from the gambling side of things, but it's such an emotional event. It's hard not to really get into a 3 minute race when you backed a horse, cheering them on as they come up the home straight. And even if you didn't back a horse, it's great when it's a big race and it's a crowd favourite and how everyone goes wild when it wins.

And don't get me started on how awesome the Grand National is.

Truly is the sport of kings as they say.

He is one.

Please help me finish it. One sentence each. Any 'The Ends' will get told to fuck off, or just have their comments deleted. :(
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Once upon a time there was..

Lol it's only me calling up BBC Kent Radio and talking for like 4 minutes but if you're interested in how much of a chav I sound and how nervious radio makes me then have a listen.

Head to exactly 1:30 (basically half way) and as the weather girl finishes her report I am through to the show.

DON'T FORGET TO LISTEN TO THE SONG.

I totally should have said Simple Game by Four Tops though :(

No I'm not talking about death for once. I think I mean with Newgrounds.

I'm starting to really question why I come on here, why I continue to waste my life. I've wasted about 7 years of my life just being on the internet, not living, and I think I've finally had enough of it.

I feel like I don't fit in here, which might seem weird to people, because why do you need to fit in with a website full of misfits? When I see though people I've gotten to know strart to move on and get more friends, get degrees, get partners, just getting on with their lives, I feel like.. Why isn't that me?

It should be me. I'm 22 now, and I've not got anything to show for it. If I'm not careful I will indeed die alone, having nothing to show for my life except a few thousand posts on a forum.

I've always loved my solitude, my alone time. I cherish being on my own. Maybe it's because I've been on my own for years now that it's second nature to me. It shouldn't be though and I know the only way to get over it is to tackle it on head first. Be more social, be more outgoing, whatever.

I need to.

No, this isn't goodbye, this isn't even be back soon. This is just me becoming aware that someday I won't be coming back. Sure I know many people on here juggle real life well and still manage a good few hours on here most nights too, but I just don't know what the future holds for me and my life , and I probably think it is better if I can detach myself from Newgrounds somehow, so that when I am ready to do more living (which I am attempting now) I won't be worried about BP points or what the guys in Stickam are up to or what great flash I'm missing or especially what great topics I'm missing.

I don't want that anymore.

Peace.

This town ain't big enough
For the both of us
And it ain't me who's gonna leave!

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Well, not really a pedo but a guy who seems to get his jolly rogers at looking at indecent images of children. Why do I find it amusing? Well I never liked the guy anyway, he just always seemed weird, he's got a wife who's had a stroke, so it must be horrible on her to find this out so I feel no sympathy for him, and well, because I make enough paedophile jokes to cause my own scrutiny to come into question.

It's quite a coincidence really.

My boss sacked him the moment he fond this out. Lol, I was the one who told the bosses too. Phoned them and told them to buy the local paper.

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Part of the transcript that I find just too awesome:

Interviewer: What do you think the benefits of you both being in the same team. What difference would there be for you if the other person wasn't there -- basically saying, you know did you go to a game -- I'll ask you the same question, here -- if he's not there or if he's not there. Do ya -- Is it different going to a game and think you're gonna miss him when you're playing?"

Lamps: "Yeah I think it is a little bit. I think you 'come so used to playing. . .ehm, with John for me and we're the ones thats been here the longest now playing together and you sort of rely on him. And I think you know, subconsciously when you know he's behind you -- it gives you a nice feeling -- you know he can talk to me. . ."

JT: "Hold up, I wanna know why I'm always behind!?"

Lamps: "You're better off trust me!"

Interviewer: "Thank God there's hardly any kids in here!"

Lamps: "You know why? Cause when he's not playing I got big Alex behind me!"

Interviewer: "There's a thought, Alex behind you or JT!?"

Lamps: "Uh...anyway....

Interviewer: "You filthy minds, I can't believe you picked him up on that!"

Lamps: "so yeah I really miss him!"

Interviewer: "What about when he's not in front of you? You get a little worried? I suppose its him or Michael Essien!"

JT: "I'll take Lamps all day....don't call him 'The Train' for nothing!"

John and Frank are so gay for each other, I love it.

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