Hey, at least you have a fucking job. Been looking for one of those since August. >:(
Also, if we're both at the next London meet, can I give you a hug? :D
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I'll leave a more serious comment when i am not being rushed. till then cock joke penis button mixed with muffin cords.
Sounds like depression. Which reminds me of that depression medicine commercial. Of course the commercial makes me think that the company is only out to make more money.
you should end the pain Squeeze the trigger make it all go away.
"Why does it always raaaaaaaaiiiiinnnnn oooonnnnnn meeeeeee?"
I fucking love that song.
I'd love to have seen what "crazy" paragraphs you wrote.
I know how you feel - as you know, I'm usually quite self-loathing for very similar reasons. You're not a horrible person: a lot of people seem to enjoy your company. You know why, right? You're a kind and caring person with an open sense of humour, yet you don't beat around the bush -- you'll tell somebody to fuck off if they need to fuck off.
You seem to be having quite morbid thoughts as well: when Frankie dies? You shouldn't be thinking about that, and definitely not reacting like that either. It's a depressing truth, but beings come and go -- when you die, you wouldn't exactly want young Oliver to kill himself because his aunt has passed away, do you? It's not logical thinking.
I know you're rather depressed because you believe that you have nothing going for you: I keep saying the same thing over and over again but you just don't seem to want to take it in (and I understand that) -- you may not think so at this moment in time, or for the next few either, but you will find something that you will class as a strength.
Have a cry and a moan now -- just let it all out (because it's better out than in, right?). You'll feel better some day.
HERE COMES THE REALLY NAFF PART LOL:
People love you for who you are and they don't want you to change who you are, Leanne. You're a brilliant person, even if you are an emo faggot.
<3
Why must you be sad? BE HAPPY DAMMIT!
Life is tough huh?
My life isn't much different from yours, it's pretty empty and depressing most of the time. Although, I still can't get a job, and am always feeling the sting of financial difficulty's. Even worse I always have to put up with school, and that usually sucks. Plus there are my health problems, almost always I'm feeling chest pains. They always come right the hell out of nowhere. I'd go to a doctor but my mom can't afford that. Every day I'm afraid that right out of nowhere ill have a heart attack and die. If I don't die my medical bills will ruin my family financially and it will be all my fault.
Shit wait, I was posting this to make you feel better.
Buck up, everything will be alright! Just don't lose hope.
I don't hate you, I hate me. :D
Hey, sometimes when you're doing something for a long time, like in a game, you feel like you should just mess up on purpose just to spite yourself? I do.
12 days man.
You'll be happy.
You really need to sort out this 'then' and 'than' business:
Then (adverb)
1. at that time; at the time in question
2. after that; next; afterward
3. in that case; therefore
However:
Than (conjunction and preposition)
1. introducing the second element in a comparison (for example, 'he was much smaller than his son', 'Jack doesn't know any more than I do')
2. used in expressions introducing an exception or contract ('he claims not to own anything other than his home' or 'they observe rather than act')
3. used in expressions indicating one thing is happening immediately after another
My flatmate used to get this wrong all the time: 'Feeling better THEN I was before', 'Much prettier THEN her'. I felt it would be almost rude to point it out. She'd almost graduated at university, for god's sake. It's like explaining the difference between 'there' and 'their'. You think they should just KNOW! Especially by now. So yes, in short, I agree with twilight. No excuse. Ever. Sort that shit out.
On a separate note - you won a mug! Who cares if it breaks? You still won it. That's not going to change. You could throw it out of the window and watch it smash into pieces, but you still won it. In fact, then two cool things would have happened to you. It might be quite cathartic throwing your mug out of the window. How often do you hear about that? The point is you're just looking at things with a very negative perspective. If you won a box of donuts, but they'd all be eaten eventually, would that be so sad? No, because you still won them!
If you don't know what to do with your life or what you want from it, the answer is not to do nothing. Then (unsurprisingly) nothing will change. You're never going to find your dream career sitting in the job you hate. It's not like one day a light bulb will flash in your head and all will become clear if you just wait long enough. It's only though trying different jobs and experiencing different things that you'll work out what it is you're missing. Take up some new hobbies, add some routine to your life, learn something new. Anything! It's the fact that you feel stuck, that there's no movement, that's what's making you unhappy!
You could start going to the gym regularly? Take up yoga classes? Dance classes? Knitting? Climbing. Cooking for pleasure. Any type of martial art. Learning how to play an instrument. Learning how to give a proper manicure or how to massage. You could take up writing! Honestly, the possibilities are endless and it's not worth me writing them all down here. No one sits around and has happiness fed to them on a spoon. It's tough going, but it's better than not trying.
And if all else fails (which it most certainly won't), or it's too tough sometimes, you're right. There are always very, very attractive men to take your mind off things =)
El-Vato
lol.