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Gagsy
[Touch Me And I Feel On Fire]

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I'm constantly consumed with thoughts of death

Posted by Gagsy - January 14th, 2012


Like death I just can't seem to escape it. It's wearing me down all the time too. Every moment I feel on the verge of tears or an angry outburst coming. I feel stress on my skin, in every nook of my body I feel discomfort.

I don't even know why I'm mentioning it really. Probably because I have no one in real life to talk to and I need to get shit out sometimes, all the time. Which is why I post so much, because that is my way of socialising with people.

You can choice to laugh at me if you wish to, I don't mind or care really. I'm more than used to it after all. Seeing as my whole laugh has been a joke, or rather an unamusing account of calamities.

I don't know. I'm just tying nonsense. As per usual.


Comments

I agree with the lucky ducky. Have you seen a counsellor to help you with your emotions? It's not a bad thing if you need to see one of course, plenty of people do - don't let it give the impression that people suffering with mental illness - worst case scenario: those that write diagrams on the wall in their own shit - are the only people that see counsellors or therapists. I hope you're okay.

I know its not bad, is just one of those things I can't seem to work myself up to. And I'm not really ok to be honest. My mood, my mind its just all against me right now. I feel like crying all the time.

Posting in this blog.

Thank you.