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The universe

Posted by Gagsy - February 20th, 2011


"I do not fear death. I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience from it."

-Mark Twain

Can someone help me please to believe in this quote. To take some strength from it. Because I keep panicking, in the dead of night, when it's dark and I'm alone with my thoughts. I keep thinking about something billions of years away that obviously me (having died billions of years before it) have no control over.

I just cannot stop being afraid of the end of the universe. Of the end of all life. The thought of pure nothingess. My head can't even get around that concept somehow but it still scares me.

I've mentioned this fear many times before but my panic attacks over it are getting worse. I just cannot help feel scared and useless. I put it down to not believing in an afterlife. I truly believe when we die it's the end, which is scary enough, but thinking about everything ever being gone too is more than my little human mind can handle.

If anyone can help me cope with this thought somehow, then please. Because I can't anymore.


Comments

i take pills to deal with my problems

then again i'm a trashy piece of shit

These fears are caused not so much by the lack of knowledge of what comes after death, rather the thought that we have not had enough time to make an impact on this earth.

That idea comes from old people. Most I've met always say that they lived a good life and they're ready.

LIVE YOUR LIFE DAMMIT.

I think i'm going to be writing another NG Futas Story

So there

Bet you feel better now

i need you to try and stop thinking about this, and get into a french maid outfit so i can spank you.

;)

I can help you cope. FUCKING GET YOUR ARSE UP HERE AND SHARE A BEER WITH ME!

That, or find some kind of disctracting hobby. Sounds like you have waaay too much time to think on your hands.

I bumped into Sian Massey in the street today. I said, "Are you aware of the uproar caused after you officiated at the Liverpool v Wolves game? I mean, two Sky Sports pundits were..."

"Yeah yeah," she interrupted. "Tell me something I don't know."

So I explained the offside rule.

Tough game for Liverpool tonight.

Football.

I believe in an afterlife for a myriad of reasons, but religious arguments aside, let me tell you from a pessimist to a pessimist that this world is in no way merciful enough to grant us an end to suffering.