Obviously there are rare exceptions to this, but it's true, I just hate people.

It's dawning on me more and more when I'm at work that I cannot stand talking to people. Sure the fact that I dislike my job doesn't help matters, but every second there I fake caring. I get bitterly angry at little things in the office and have to relax by loudly cursing and telling no one to "Fuck off". Lucky for me I mostly spend working time on my own so I can get away with madly talking to myself.

I think I would be more fulfilled stacking boxes in a warehouse then this job. I'm going to give myself a tumour with the almost of stress I cause just by talking to people.

So this online is fine, I like it, I thrieve on it, but get me on a phone talking to someone I don't know and I hate it and I've been doing it too long. I just don't like people.

Seriously I want to squeeze him till his eyes pop out.

<3

I bought him that keyboard set. :D

Be glad that you don't get them.

I finally bought myself a computer. I was going to do the whole build thing but I found a decent PC on ebuyer that had like £100 off, so was 'only' £500. Got decent enough specs and they have next day delivery.

So in theory this time tomorrow I'll be online a whole lot more, like the good old days, or bad old days.

Fuck that I want to play Sims, it's been too long. This time Wednesday.. Well on Wednesday I may want to install/download loads of programs I feel I need, so this timwe Thursday I should be back to my full Newgrounds unlessness.

Wait isn't Thursday Christmas Eve?

FFS.

Sometime before January I'LL BE BACK PROPERLY.

Oliver, my nephew.
Frankie, my dog.
Parents.
Daniel and Carl, my brothers.
Oliver, my buddy.
My nan.
Animals in general.
Endings.

That's it.

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Danyl is out of X-Factor.

;_;

I need to post something that'll make me feel better.

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Awww, that's better.

You find the most exciting part of an excellent 1400 page book to be a brief paragraph or two when one of the main characters is sodomized with the barrel of a loaded gun while he is jerking off the guy holding the gun.

Hole in the head.

No seriously, I love that guy.

He's not as good as nephew Oliver but good enough.

I can't wait for him to mentally abuse me via msn again soon.

<3

It just finally clicked with me that this could be a concern for my health.

I assume that I just end up sleeping on my hands and this causes them to numb up but I don't know.

Has anyone else ever had something like that? I used to get it near enough often, a few times a week then nothing for ages then all of a sudden last night I got it like 3 times.

My little left finger seems to get it the most, and when it happens I literally can't feel a thing in the finger, I actually wonder if it could break and I wouldn't feel the pain of it. Then I try to move the fingers to rid the numbness and it seems to take a while with my fingers uselessly flapping down. Then pins and needles comes and eventually they are fine.

I don't know though, should I be concerned? Should I try not sleeping on my stomach? Though I do sleep on sides half the time anyway.

It's very strange.