"The male chromosome is an incomplete female chromosome. In other words the male is a walking abortion; Aborted at the gene stage. To be male is to be deficient, emotionally limited; Maleness is a deficiency disease and males are emotional cripples."

~ Valerie Solanas

I made a rant before in General about the dentists here in the UK, about how much they wanted to take out one wisdom tooth (£250 - and I need two out), I couldn't afford the treatment and I was at a loss at what to do, the pain was killing me, well the infection was. My dad offered to pay for it, which I refused, he couldn't afford to anymore then I could, so I had a long shot option of trying to get them taken out by the NHS. My dentist did say that it's be a tricky operation but that they could handle it, however they would still write a letter on my behalf of recommendation to the hospital, though they said it could be unlikely that the hospital will do it.

Anyway, once they got the letter, I booked an appointment then with the hospital for 16th July 2.00pm. However 2 weeks before the appointment was due I called up to cancel it, as I thought that I would never get it done for free. They'd see that I was working full time, claiming no benefits, that I lived with my parents who both work, just that in their teckbook idea I could afford it. I left a message on the departments answer machine explaining that.

I got a call back for a woman 3 days later saying that she was confused by the message, saying that it was still possible I could get the treatment, I felt it was unlikely but she convinced me to go to the appointment as I had nothing to lose.

I went, waited around, had an x-ray done of my mouth, waited around, then got called in to see one of their dentists. He was a nice guy, asked a few routine questions, had a little joke with him, I was on the chair for 10 seconds. He looked into my mouth, at the back wisdom tooth on the right, then the one on the left then back to the right. That was it.

He looked towards the dental nurse woman and said "Right, we'll be taking out Leanne's teeth". Just like that. So on the 27th August I'm off to the specialist hospital in this area to have my wisdom teeth out, under general anaesthesia (which I'm a little scared about) and afterwards I'll be a bigger bitch than usual for just under a week I imagine, but I'll get a week of work, sick pay, so I'll just hole myself up in my room with painkillers and dvds, only to resurface for more drugs.

So yeah, thanks to the NHS, I will be saving myself at least £300, by not using my own dentist. It's funny, just after I first cancelled the appointment I read in a paper that not enough people were taking advantage of the NHS dentist anymore and are missing out on saving money, I was almost one of them.

Hooray to the NHS, and I also bought my dog a nice teddy from the hospital gift shop so good times had ^_^

More Tamaki because I can.

Good remix.

Is awesome.

Anyone else ever watch this show? It was an Australian 'spoof soap opera', and was so bad that it was good. The acting, and the effects were poor and over the top but it all just added to the humour, they basically just took the piss out of themselves.

It was on during the 90's, back when I was a kid it was on channel 4 late at night and a friend on my dads always recorded it for him and I got into watching it too. About a year ago I bought the first season on dvd, but later found out that the second season never made it to dvd, which is sad, I want to know what happened to the gang. =(

The characters, besides having silly names were almost your everyday tragic characters on real soap operas.

There was;

Dr. Richard Lovechild - More interested in golf with the hospital director and shagging the nurses then healing people.

Dr. Ray Good - As the name suggests he was good, loved healing people and he while Richard was cool, Ray was a dork. Was an orphan raised at the hospital.

Nurse Pam Sandwich - A nurse who loves the job and came to the hospital in search of his long lost missing brother.

Nurse Effie Shunt - More interested in bridal magazines and falling in love than nursing.

Matron Dorothy Conniving-Bitch - As the name states, she was a conniving bitch. Wanted the hospital under her own charge, hated helping people and loved bullying the staff.

Warren Cronkshonk - The orderly, he was dumb, dibbled and used to have a drug problem.

Inspector George Slabb - Came to hospital in search of a mass murderer then later became as psychiatrist once the killer died.

The story was just fantastic really, so crazy. Like how Pam and Ray fall in love, get married then Pam gets pregnant only to find out that Ray was her long lost brother. Effie slept with Richard then fell in love with him, Richard rejected her, so Warren moved in and actually got the girl of his dreams before she got flattened in the car park by a VW campervan. Slabb (pronounced Slabb-ub) was in search of the killer Bill Schwarzenhameneggenberger who turned out to be Matron's old lover.Then Slabb fell in love with Matron himself and became a psychiatrist who's main role was to convince matron to marry him. There is too much to talk about it's all crazy and dramatic and stupid.

So here's two clips I found on youtube, wish there were better ones really, just to highlight it's greatness.

Matron wants to become the hospital administrator so in order to do so she has to kill the current one, with a bit of staff bullying on the way.

After a passionate night together where Warren and Effie fall in love, Matron drugs Effie into going all psycho in a bid to ruin the couples happiness. Poisoned, Effie tries to kill Warren a la the film Psycho.

EDIT: Lol, doesn't this video still look like some bukkake?

This blog is needlessly big, I'm just bored and want to watch season 2. =(

"I'll literally pay you fourty quid if you can get me Rule 34 of Radiohead: specifically just Thom Yorke and Johnny Greenwood."

I don't want your money, I just want your happiness. <3

Rivals since childhood = Lovers since childhood

Best friends since childhood = Lovers since childhood

Think about it.

I cried.

Blah blah blah, this is mainly a news post to inform people who I chat to regularly why I'm not going to be on here much and on msn even less.

I'm fed up of being someone I hate, fed up of feeling sorry for myself, fed up of just living life but not enjoying it, fed up of being selfish in my unselfishness, fed up of complaining (lol irony).

So yeah I want to change, and the start of that comes with my weight. Basically I only want to be at home for sleeping, eating and recharging the batteries. If I'm not at work, or just out I will be exercising, brisk walking with my dog everywhere. Got it all planned;

0420-0440: Attempting to wake up
0500-1300: Work
1300-1330: Spent walking home from walk
1330-1400: Have lunch
1400-1600: Long walk with dog
1600-1700: Relax
1700-1800: Have dinner (it's usually between 5 and 6)
1800-1900: Walk dog again
1900-1930: Shower/Bath
1930-2100: Relax
2100-0420: Sleep
RINSE AND REPEAT

This will hopefully be my Monday to Thursday schedule. On Fridays I look after Oliver, so I will get out with the dog in the evening for a long time, IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO DO EVER. The weekend is more tricky as I'm never working the same times each week, some weekends I may be doing 5am to 5pm both days, other days I won't be doing anything. It's the only downfall of not working a 9 to 5 weekday job.. The weekend shifts.

So yeah, I will only be having my three square meals a day. Bowl of cereal at work, sandwich after work, then whatever is for dinner. Obviously I will get hungry in between but nothing a good banana or apple can't fix. No more fizzy drinks, my weakness. I'll only have still or sparkling water from now on, maybe with a bit of squash if I need a kick. No tea of coffee in the morning, usually have two sugars with them.

Maybe with all this walking I'll be doing, hopefully I will build up the courage to join a gym, and use it for swimming and their run machines. No way I'd go jogging on the streets right now, I don't have enough confident in myself.

Going in town tomorrow to buy some trainers (no point walking in bad shoes, my Vanns have had it now), and some cds, songs to motivate me into changing.

This is it, I've tried to change for years, but everytime I do, I just give up. Well I intend not to give up this time. This blog is a reminder to me, if I'm online reading it, why aren't I busy changing my life? I'm not going to be one of those people who look to get banned when they know they need to spend less time online. If you can't stop yourself from doing something that you need to, what hope do you have in completing anything ever?

So yes the only time I intend to be on Newgrounds is at work, and I won't be on msn really at all, not for long if I do go on anyway. I'm glued to a PC at work enough, I don't need to doing the same thing when I get home.

So really this blog only applies to Mechabloby, as he is constant msn buddy <3 Sorry mate, you don't need to worry about me, the reason I'm not on is because I want to better myself. We'll still have PMs, offline messages and when my phone is sorted, we'll have that. Phone sex ok? <3

If you're still reading this, whoever you are, and you know there is something you need to do to better yourself then just do it, don't put it off, don't make excuses for yourself, join me in looking to be happy for once. This world has enough unfit, unhappy people, I'm fed up of being one.

Leanne if you're reading this, go get fit woman. Frankie needs walking.

K brb guys.

The song itself, not the video. However, the video does work so very well here. Worth watching.

Ah man when that guitar kicks in. Natural buzz I swear.